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them by leaving a school which they were proud to say I belonged
to. I lost my grandmother in September, and watched helplessly as my fathers
spirit and hope seemed to deteriorate in his grief and the effort to hold his
family together. I went on holiday with my friend, without my parents and went,
expectedly slightly off the rails for two weeks, got a taste of freedom and grew
up quite a lot in the short space of time I was away. I dropped out of sixth form
(to my parents complete and utter dismay) and got a job as an office junior,
started paying rent and have become more or less independent. The biggest change
in my life was falling in love. I fell in love with my big brother/best
friend/boy next door type. I thought he was perfection personified and we had a
short relationship....after feeling like a nobody my entire life, suffering from
being bullied most of my school life and believing myself to be worthless I
finally had this gorgeous man, who made me feel complete, we had such fantastic
times and I could read him like a book, or thought I could. We split up for
various reasons and it broke my heart, Id sell my soul to have him back for he
is the only person who has ever made me feel special and complete. What makes it
worse is people telling me that I'm to young to be in love and that its all in my
mind. Anyway the purpose of my letter is to thank the people who wrote the
'inspirational stories" You made me see at a time when my whole world was
changing around me and I was surrounded by negative thoughts and people telling
me that life was just a big struggle, that it isn't. You made me see that life
is a beautiful gift, one that I'm lucky to have and that things have only just
begun for me. I can see happiness and beauty all around me, and you have
reminded me that there are still kind and genuine people in the world. Thank you
for helping me realize just how lucky I am.
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From: Lonewolf
Subject: words of Robert Ghost Wolf in "UFOs, Other Current Anomalies & What They Portend"
Date: Sun, 8 Apr 2001
Aho!
I have read the words of Robert Ghost Wolf. I could not agree with him more.
We have been made fools of for too many moons. We all know what is coming in the
near future. Why does the Great White Chief, continue to hide these things from
us? We are all one with our Creator. All of us has one <yes>? We only have
him to look to for any possible help. I think that the digging of our Ancestors
bones are bad enough. Still, it does not stop them. If they want to see Native
American peoples up close, and personal, then they should ask. Not desecrate our
loved ones grave sites. I have seen many things in my days and some were not so
good. I am wiser than most know but that too is a gift of the spirits. If not
for my reliance on the inner self and knowing that my Creator walks with me, I
could not make this walk. Spiritually, I am OK with life in general but my heart
sings songs of pain for many.
I can hear them, can you hear them? Not always a voice of yesteryear but of
thousands of moons. The caves hold many stories and they are dismissed by a lot
of people. The Archeologist take only what they want and throw the rest away. IN
THE NAME OF PROGRESS. My father told me as a child that we were Cloud People and
Star People. My father died when I was young but my elders taught me some
things. Yes, the stars are beautiful and vibrant like diamonds and the Clouds
hold the secrets inside a misty fog. I await the time we will see our people
again. Soon, I am sure. I thank you Robert Ghost Wolf<>+<> Your
words touched me. May you and yours be Blessed. We have many trials still to
come.
Peace be Still! Lonewolf continue top pg 13
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From: David Rodgers
Subject: Seth http://www.spiritual-endeavors.org
/seth/index.html
Date
Fri, 13 Apr 2001
So nice to discover your site. Seth was an intro to other realms for me
back in the early 70s and I am reading and absorbing it. Thanks for
sharing.
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From: J Fore
Subject: where to now?
Date: Tue, 17 Apr 2001
Hello! I'm 23. My name is Francine and I live in San Diego right now. I'm
really lost right now. I love learning about holistic health and have a strong
passion for children. I also do Reiki 1and 2. I know in my heart my life purpose
involves those areas. I started reading the book The Indigo Children and it has
opened many doors in my mind. On Sunday, I was channeling out to the universe
and saw a ship and I also carried 2 aliens in my hands. And they did look like
royalty. They had those fancy necklace things on their foreheads. I remember
they had female energy. They were about 2.5 feet tall. It feels so good to talk
about this and be supported and not idolized or create shock. This is my norm! (
when I pay attention to it) I'm now starting to discover all of who I am. I
sometimes "channel" into the universe and see lots of beautiful stuff.
And I think I can see the flow of energy. Sometimes I consciously talk out loud in
a different language. One time someone caught me- I got so embarresed.1) Is
there a school I can go to, to learn about myself in these areas and get some
coaching or guidance? My heart is drawn to this whole ADD, putting children on
Ritilin (because I don't feel they should be on it), wanting to teach parents how
to be with their kids and see their uniqueness and what they have to offer the
planet, wanting to teach kids who they are, conscious movement. And learn or
study the light beings being born today. Normal college bores me! 2) Is there
somewhere I can get training to be involved with the new light wave movement? I
feel so alone on this journey and am getting tired. I want quality learning
about the development of the whole child. When can I land on my search on where
to begin? That's a question in the back of my head. Please help ASAP! And Thanks
for taking the time to read this. Luv and light always, Francine
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Dear J,
Thank you for your letter. It is very touching and filled with pursuing your
interests which I am sure will be answered as you seek for information. The only
contact I can think of in your area is Dr. Richard Jelusich. He is highly
respected and you may go to his web site to learn more about him at http://www.lightnews.org
and/or write him at "Richard A. Jelusich" <revrick@lightnews.org>
Living with what seems to be an Indigo child, I wish you much success in your search and hope you are guided to help
learn more about yourself and possibly these children. from a Spiritual Endeavors Volunteer
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From: Kai
Ukyo
Subject: Submit, I will ask
Date: Sun, 13 May 2001
When practicing for AP, I get a headache and it makes my projection
fail. I seldom feel something like "pain" on my Crown Chakra and
until now I haven't experienced an AP, I practice everyday though. Could
anyone help me?
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From:
Rain
Subject:
info needed
Date:
Fri, 18 May 2001
Looking for something called the Dalai Lama's 4 question test. Any
info on this would be appreciated. Thanks, Rain continue on page
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